I'm So Very Sorry I Did This

Not as afraid of dying alone as I am of leaving you alone.  I am afraid this may be the end of my life.  If I see tomorrow, I will change.  If I have another chance, I will take it and make the most of the days that remain.  I want to live.  I want to see you living and enjoying your own lives.

I really wanted to be strong for my family.  I truly did.  I'm sorry I let everyone down.  I don't want to suffer this failure for an eternity.  I had the opportunity to live and I threw it away.  I hope you can forgive me somehow. 

 

PLEASE GOD GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE.

onmyown2009 onmyown2009
36-40, F
1 Response Feb 18, 2010

He WILL he always does because his mercy is new every morning and his grace endures forever! Try not to be so hard on yourself and forgive yourself as God forgives you and all of us and start over. We all blow it from time to time.