What Will Happen?

my dad tells me to become a doctor but for that i need to work hard and i'm scared...what if i could not? i would disappoint everybody.....i don't want to become a doctor but i have to and its so complicated and i worry so much...my mood often gets dull because of this...i can't work hard because i'm just not interested in becoming a doctor......i told that to dad and he said that its okay....you should at least try and if you don't become a doctor it does not matter...........i know he really really wants me to become one and he would be mad at me because i'm not a workaholic ..he would think i did not even try...what to do? i'm so confused!
sidslot16 sidslot16
13-15, F
Nov 30, 2012