Lord Help Me For I Am a Sinner!
First I ask for everyone here to pray for me and to keep me in their prayers for I have something to say. I have sinned against God in so many ways, I have slept with married men, I have had extra marital sex, and I have had so many sexual partners. I am not a harlot but these are my past experiences. I have fought with my parents, I have disobeyed my parents, I have stolen from a lot of people and throughout my life I have hurt a lot of people. I have made numerous promises to God vowing to change but I always turn around and turn my back against him. In the past each time things went wrong for me the first person i went running to was God and he was there for me and He gave me strength and will to continue the life he gave me and yet when things are going too good for me I turn around and slap him and still call myself a sinner. For every blessing he gives me I pray that he gives it someone else more deserving out of trying to purge the guilt in me. My eyes have been opened to God but there is a defiance in me and misguidedness due to me. Lord I am here confessing all of these things out of sincerety to try and rid the guilt off me. Lord please forgive me for all the things I have done. I have lost your way but I feel so unworthy and ashamed to come back to your house. I remember writing a letter to u telling u how angry I was with u for letting my life be so horrible but then I remembered that these things were my fault. God you created an Earth with love and so many other graceful things and here we are we hurl insults at you. Lord I know that the things I still do are against u but u know the void in my heart. Lord you have so much compassion for sinners like me and I am so ashamed. Lord will you let me in?