A New Girl
So I just started dating this new girl exclusively. We click and everything is great, we have awesome chemistry and lots of fun together. The only thing is I'm scared of getting hurt again.
We went out on out first date the beginning of the month. Everything went well and when we were gonna go out again she said that she couldn't cause this other guy she was dating wanted to be exclusive and she's already invested some time with him. She said we could be friends and she feels so bad cause I'm a really great guy. I talked to her maybe once after that and than all of a sudden two weeks later she asked me what I was doing on a friday night. She came over and we went out, I got really drunk, so drunk that I couldn't remember stuff. Basically we had sex and I had to run to the bathroom and get sick right in the middle of it. I've never been more embarrassed. I woke up and she was gone, I called her that day and she said it was a mistake and that it would never happen again. I couldn't believe that I did that cause she was with another guy. However for the next week we seemed to talk a lot by text message and IM and than on the phone. Turns out that she dumped the guy, but never told me about it, she was confused. Well I asked her if she wanted to go out on Thursday, wasn't quite sure what she was thinking, but it was a date. We had a great time and ended up going back to my mom's house and had sex, but this time we were sober and it was almost like it was our first time even though it wasn't. We talked a bit after wards and just laid together in bed. We decided to just see each other and she told me that I don't have to worry so much that she wouldn't cheat. I'm scared that my emotion might get too involved and that I could get hurt again. I really like her, she said I can trust her, and we've been really open about things with each other. She's even going to spend the next weekend at my place. Should I trust her until I have a reason not to?