I'm Too Scared to Tell Her Anything
I love her. I really do, but whenever i want to talk it's like she's not there or too busy. Even when she's not i just can't get the words out. It's like this big knot forms in my stomach and all these bubbles are stuck in my throat and then i just can't breath. So i just stop thinking about whatever i was going to tell her and walk away.
I'm just scared of her reaction it's like i expect her to say or do the worsest things.In my house the only reaction you get to any news is i don't care or anger. So i find it better to keep all news to myself unless i'm 100% sure it will get to someone.