I Am Afraid

i am afraid because the only man i gave my heart to beat me every day and still told me that he did it out of love. i love my new boyfriend but am afraid to get to close because i dont want to be hurt again.
chaparrita chaparrita
18-21, F
2 Responses Apr 13, 2007

anyone who beats another for stupid lack of security and the need to feel dominant in a relationship is scum<br />
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i don't care how nice he could be, he was a J.A.<br />
strait up.<br />
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any ways, it takes time to trust after such a relationship.<br />
just don't let it happen again; you can stand up!

It is hard to let go of the pain but you have to give your new boyfriend a chance. Just talk about how you feel with friends or us and let people help you get through this. I know it is hard to trust but sometimes you have to take that chance to live a good life. If you love your new boyfriend then he is worth working for. Just take baby steps and the right choices will be right in front of you. Take care!