These past few months were really hard and still is; I am currently struggling to keep a happy mood compared to a bad one; most days I feel alone, something is missing and feels like I have no chance to do what I really want; i am going to be married in a couple of years and every day I convinced myself its okay and this is what I want! But everytime I go to social media all the people I know seeing them getting married makes me think how can they be so happy and I think otherwise; how I wish I am as thrilled as them! How I wish I can just go with the flow and get it done with; but in reality I feel the most opposite in all opposites about it; is wrong not to want; don't get me wrong I loved my girlfriend but I feel like I am becoming crazy person because I feel otherwise.
Mrdepressed Mrdepressed
Oct 13, 2015