We're So Close

Even though I know I probably shouldn't, I worry about my mom dying. She's 50 years old and generally in good health, but I hate it any time she gets really sick. She always seems more prone to illness than me or my dad, and I can't stand to see her in any pain. When she feels bad, I feel bad. I can't imagine how absolutely devestated I will feel when she does die. And I rely on her for so much. She is my best friend and is always there for me. She does whatever she can for me. I don't know what I'd do without her constant love and presence in my life.