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Scariest Thing Ever

It torments me and I can never escape it. It haunts me.

Always existing, never ceasing. 

The visions, the memories tainted...
reset reset 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 27, 2010

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thanks drownyouout

Good luck to you to WondersBeyondOurGalaxy. <br />
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Isida: its a long story...

I understand. I have thoughts of death and suicide as well. I have read several self-help books that gave insight..but, well, I feel at least I'm telling others and admitting it to myself...so I know that my way of thinking needs to be changed...and I'm working on it..a bit, and I realize now that I need to think seriously about it. I do seriously consider suicide...I'd better seriously consider alternatives as well because I don't really honestly want to die.....and I'll bet that you don't really want to die either. I'm sorry if this comment of mine is annoying you or anyone else because of the fact that I used the word "I" so many times but your story applies to me, but I'm "thinking out loud" so to speak, I do wish that no one would think about suicide and I really want to get rid of those thoughts...I'm just trying to work out the "how" of the situation. All the best of luck to you.

i always think of death and suicide.