I Try To Stop

I have a short temper. It's worse with stubborn idiots. I have been arrested for account of assault and attempt of murder because I nearly killed a man once. What's worse is I enjoyed it.
A few months ago, a friend of mine managed to get a few fake human torsos. He wanted to use them as more realistic punching bags. We found out they even had fake bone in them as well. We each took turns to see who could do the most damage in one punch. When it was my turn, I managed to break eight ribs and maybe even puncture a lung because a few ribs cut further into the dummies.
I'm capable of killing someone in one hit! I'm terrified I may blackout from anger and actually do it some day.
It feels nice to let my worries out here. I'm still scared of what I might do, though.
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1 Response Dec 27, 2012

Wow i also have a short temper an i fight to kill not on purpose i just dont stop tile i c.blood an whn i c blood i go crazy so ur nt alone :-)