I Have The Fear..

That I will walk aimlessly through life. I have the fear that no on will ever want to be with me. I have the fear that I will die without ever really having truly lived.

This ugly body limits me.
CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
24 Responses Dec 31, 2010

u feel bad abt ur looks....hmmmm...<br />
True love doesnt come for luks..its through heart...someone somewhere is made fr u....<br />
Guess if u had been realllly gr8 in luks...and ppl pour in fr u....wat kind of luv it wud b...worth? luks fade with time bt heart stays....!!<br />
its better to have average luks and get true love inplace of possessing gud luks and betrayed by junks who play with someone's emotions....my experience was really bitter...m still in pain<br />
Good luck ahead!!! U will surely get someone very soon...GOD BLESS U!!

you liked it :P

awwwwwwwww are you feeling nice today?<br />
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OMG I made a post about you the other day under your " i think mr.sadist is a jerk experience" >:D

Dx<br />
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it was supposed to be MEAN

heheh thats so sweet sis ;P

*punches you*

Oh snap! <br />
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Do we gotta sleep with you to get it through your head? lol

heheh i love that face i can imagine you making it now ;p

Oh John >.<

i am going to get through to you if i have to sleep with you myself ;) <br />
*hugs* YAY she called me a dork again


No it's not! <br />
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It's cool though I will break through that stubborn skull of your. :D

Not at all but it's okay (:

XD <3<br />
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Does that mean we got through to you?

I love you two dorks *groups huggles*

Yea I agree wit Jackass, if I was....into chicks....then I'd be all over you. lol :)

hun people told me the exact same things. i have never even had a girl express interest in me my entire life. i've never dated, talked or flirted with anyone i have ever met in person. but if i wasn't in love already with someone else sis i might already be in it with you and thats the cold honest truth. your damn hot sis and thats the fiery hot truth

Hey hey hey I have never dated either. But I still don't believe I'm gonna be alone forever. I truly believe there is someone for everyone. But we also have to find them they won't just walk up to us and say <br />
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"Hey I was created for you to spend the rest of eternity with, nice to meet you. Let's bone!"<br />
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No it ain't that easy. lol <br />
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But you can't just pass up chances to find him. That's what I'm told. Which is pretty scary to think you can pass up the love of your life and not know it. <br />
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But anyway Do Not, I repeat, Do Not give up just yet. Your only 18 and your grave sure hasn't been dug yet. So chill chick chill! <3<br />
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And don't forget guys around our age are still McDouches. They gotta incubate a lil longer before they can handle us. :p

John...you will never understand, will you?I AM GROSS. I WILL NEVER BE LOVED. I have spent my entire life being called ugly and fat...guys DO NOT find me attractive, they pity me. I am a WEIRD BITCHH WITH A LOT OF PROBLEMS..no guy wants to deal with that. When you say shitt like "oh there's someone for you" it REALLY saddens me because it's NOT TRUE. I HAVE NEVER dated. I WILL DIE ALONE.

sorry sis but the truth can be annoying sometimes but you can still do it if you want ;p

I feel like punching you in the face right now o.0<br />
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jkjk kinda..<br />
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sorry sis but your wrong. i felt the same way before. i was 100000000000% certain i would be alone forever and ya know what... i was wrong and so are you. don't make me come over there to convince you first hand

this just makes me angry Dx<br />
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because I know I won't and you keep telling me otherwise..just let me come to terms with the fact I will be alone. I know that the self pity I do is a bitchh BUT I also know that there is no one out here for me..so don't give me dumb, pathetic false hope rawr Dx UGHHHHHHH :(

sis you will find that person you just need to stop doubting yourself. AND DAMMIT YOU ARE HOT i am going to slap you silly