Sometimes I Just Can't Wait Until It Happens!

One. It has to be understood that I am a lesbian but only since I have been with my girlfriend. Marriage between us is still banned as I'm sure many of you know. But I'm still hopeful. Times will change. Homosexuals will be able to openly love each other. I look forward to that day. The day that I will finally be able to marry the one I truly love. Technology is also improving by leaps and bounds. Right now I am seventeen and my girlfriend is eighteen. Neither one of us are ready mentally or financially for a baby. We both have one more year of high school and we both plan on attending college. Four years for her and five for me.

My hopes are high. After about three years she said that she would then be willing to marry me. We would both be out of high school and in our first or second year of college. I'm looking forward to have a child with her. She's the most beautiful girl in the world. my heart races when I think of, one day, being pregnant with her baby. Not just some guy that the both of us picked out, But actually hers. I love the thought of having part of her with me for nine months. I love the thought of having a link with her. Through our child. By holding that child I feel as if I will be holding her. I'm not afraid. I look forward to the day that we're ready to take it on. The day that I'm linked to her forever.

Anndei Anndei
26-30, F
1 Response Apr 5, 2007

And perhaps she looks forward to that same day. The day she can gently glide her fingertips across the bare skin of your pregnant stomach, a soft smile gracing her lips as she realizes that she can help bring a piece of you into the world. The day when you both pass on a legacy that will continue until the end of mankind. Maybe... but you can never tell. ^_~