Past Rules Present

In the past, I have had a lot of trouble making friends.  Because of this, I tried to share secrets and my inner self with others, hoping that they would want to be closer, but I was always pushed away.  My fear of being again rejected and betrayed has made me afraid of sharing myself with others.  I do try to get rid of my fear.  I try to remind myself every day that not all people are the same, and one day I will find a true friend, but the fear still hangs on to me.

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1 Response Feb 9, 2010

unlimited is right, nothing is better than finding people who truly care about you. It is better than finding a cashiers check for a trillion dollars...