Afraid Of The DarkAnd I did not sleep whole night long....It is 5 am right now. Guess I will not get to follow the others going out today.
I cannot help it. I am not used to sleeping alone. This is the third night that my sister is in college. She used to sleep in the same room as mine.
I do not know why I cannot overcome my fear of the dark. I just cannot. I need someone to be with me. It is not a good thing in a way that I have a plan to live somewhere on my own one day. However, with this kind of fear, I cannot. I will always need someone when the night comes. I just do not know why. If it is dark, I will be afraid and not be able to move. Once there was a black out and I remembered not moving until someone came to get me.
I do not know when I started fearing the dark but I do know that fear like this must have a cause. Most probably it is because when I was little, my parents would scare me just to get me to sleep. Growing up, I know all those stories are not true. Plus, I have God to take care of me.
But I am still afraid of the dark. And so, I do not know what is wrong with me.