Paranoia.So, I'm not really afraid of anything. The only things I'm afraid of are frogs, and the dark. The dark? I know. It sounds dumb. But I am. When I'm with someone, I'm fine. Just extremely paranoid. I'm constantly thinking something terrible will happen.
When I'm alone. It's worse. I can never fall asleep in the dark. I swear, someone is watching me. It's like all my nightmares came to life, and I know they're there. Watching every move I make. No one really understands this. Hah. I don't even understand it, and I'm the one with the issue. I become very paranoid. Every noise I hear, I instantly think "I'm going to die." I look at my window, I swear someone is looking in it. Someone is going to come at me, any moment, and take me to a place no knows of. It will be truly hell. I get so worked up.
I love storms. They're one of my favorite things. But at night. It's different. I get so terrified. The power goes out, I'm in tears. Whatever "it" is, will take me. Finally catch me. I'm just going to die one day. I swear.
RecoveringAddict 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 Dec 10, 2012