This Is What I Want And Am Afraid I Won't...

I know i'm young and shouldn't worry about stuff like this, but i'm scared i'll end up still alone at 38. Im 16 right now, i'm going to college in the fall. Then into the Air Force in 2 years, or after I get my AA. I want to have someone to come home to. I know thats stupid but its true. I mean thats normal isn't it. I want to go home to my love after training and have someone that writes to me and misses me.us And that wants to travel after I retire (i'll be 38 ish) and someone who wants kids. I want a serious relationship. I want love...But am scared i'll go to war and have no motive to make it home...I dont want your pity, I just wanted to get this off my chest...