Well... I Don't Know

I mean, I kinda fear this...  more so though, I've always dreamed of having another child with the man I would grow old with. I have 2 children already, whom I absolutely ADORE... but their father, my ex-husband is not around or involved in any way.

I have always dreamt of finding "The One" and giving him a child. It seems now, though as I approach my 29th birthday with no prospects in sight... my dream is fading.

I was just talking to my sis-in-law the other day, and I told her even if I meet someone tomorrow... lets say dating for a year or two... then at least a few months to a year for an engagement... then at least a few months to a year before trying to get pregnant...

My current youngest will be at least 6-8 years old... and would I really want to start over with a baby? 

Sigh, I don't know.

Even when you take having another baby out of the equation... I've been alone for 3 years already... why would I think the next 3, or 10, or 20 will be any different? 

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1 Response Mar 13, 2009

Don't despair kOs, things have a way of working themselves out. You are still young, intelligent, and very pretty. Keep your chin up, kiddo.