It's Not Pretty...

My true self isn't pretty at all. I am a recluse that seeks to undermine the rules and the way things are. I try to touch humanity with many failed attempts. I guess I'm too self-involved to ever have a unbreakable connection with anyone. And I notice that people only like me when I act a "certain way". I have tried to show others my deeper side and my emotions and they all ran away. Yet, other peoples' deeper sides didn't scare me. Funny how that works, right? So, I will keep myself hidden. It is better to be feared than loved. The End.

LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe
4 Responses Jul 16, 2011

Honestly, why does it matter? If your life sucks like many others then you have nothing to lose. The sweetest and most deceiving lies aren't worth the sourest truths. For the sake of yourself, share your true self with someone. Me, a friend, your family, a person who lives near you on the internet, anyone. Besides if they don't like it then they're just going to avoid you and you won't have to worry anymore.

Thanks you guys, I wish it was that easy. Maybe when I'm fully self-sufficient this will happen.

i agreewithamzico, u r unique and ushould b proudto showur positive self and work on the negative sides

I hear your true self and I am not scared ... don't stop being your true self. Better being loved for the person you really are than being loved for are person you are not...