Who Am I?

I live behind a mask of illusions. A sweet smile of deception. I am an enigma. No one knows me. They have never met me. If they see me they will be in disbelief. So, I lie. To everyone around me. I pretend to be something that is happy and content. If they see my pain they will run and flee. The real me is scary, hurtful and plain. They prefer the mask of illusions and this is killing me.
misery22 misery22
36-40, F
May 23, 2012