Constant Conundrums

I am faced with making a huge decision. To pack up and move from Portland, OR to Kalispell, MT, or try to have a long distance relationship, or end a relationship with the best person I have ever connected with in my life.  I would be following my boyfriend of 2 years who just moved a few days ago for better employment opportunities. I am hesitant because: what if it doesnt work out? What if I cant find work? what if our relationship starts going downhill because of the changes? I know it would be a great opportunity for our relationship to blossom in a new atmosphere. But the biggest adversity I am up against is what to tell my father, family and friends? Some of them would disagree with me going, especially if it just for some guy. And the rest would just be vocally supportive and hold any true feelings to themselves. I would definitely not be able to tell my father the truth just due to his uber traditional middle eastern ways and the fact that he doesnt know I am even dating anyone. I dont know what to do. I dont want to lie. I dont want to end a relationship with a man who loves me more than I thought possible. I just dont want to look like a fool and I dont want to live with any regrets. I just dont know what to do.

riddlemethis522 riddlemethis522
22-25, F
Jul 11, 2010