I Am Afraid Of Rape, Trucks, And Police Cars

I am afraid of being raped, trucks, and police cars. I was raped by my stepfather as a little girl, so now I'm afraid of being raped. He also sold me to this guy who raped me in a truck, so now I'm afraid of those. And I think I'm afraid of police cars because they can pull you over and the police officer can rape you and there's nothing you can do about it. So those are my fears. Along with being alone outside, or alone in the dark. Terrified. My mother calls me "chicken ****", is that true?

lolitanomore lolitanomore
13-15, F
1 Response Feb 22, 2010

Im so sorry that has happened to you. there is nothing wrong with being afraid. Just dont let it control your life. Not all trucks, cop cars will have an attacker inside them. Try to realize that. if that isnt a typo your young age is so sad, try to see someone at school that could help you. and **** your mom for saying that. No your not chickensh**. When your 18 remember you can escape your family. This wont last forever