I'm Afraid...

to write this story....

Ok, no, that was a joke...

But I do have agoraphobia...and it's not really about leaving the house...although that's a part of it.  It's the fear of fear....and I AM really afraid of being afraid!  I hate it!  It makes me feel weak.

I have no doubt it's the result of PTSD from childhood abuse.

1froggirl 1froggirl
36-40, F
1 Response Feb 22, 2009

i accepted it somehow for years.I try to do my best.i get afraid coz sometimes i get panic attacks but its not so often.prefer staying home i know..u dont like being in crowded places.i think someday we wont be afraid.we just have to believe right?