Officially HomelessI don’t know if I should be patting myself on the back for finally mustering the courage to go through with it or just wondering how the hell I got to this. I finally left last night after 3 days delay. I don’t know how I got to this. Actually, I do. There is no future for a loser like me. Just can’t see myself anywhere in 5 years. I figure this is the end. I just want to spend the remaining 4 months living in the fantasy world of Lord of the Rings before I go.
Damn it’s so cold in the night. Worst night of my life. I didn’t even get a wink of sleep. I was always shivering. It was about -1 degree. Geez. Why is it so cold in the middle of April? Is April always this damn cold? Pathetic blanket I brought too. My toes felt so numb. I felt every waking moment of that damn, cold miserable night under that bridge. I wish it was warmer.
Eh, what’s the use?