Loneliness Creeps In Again...I was married at a very young age, a few years after we came back from Uk. The marriage was ok for a couple of years then due his mums interferrence from the start it started to crumble. He always defended me, but after 4 years years off marriage had gone by and still he was living with his parents and siblings and not independant, he statred taking his mums side. Left me all alone in that horrible house and fed to wolves. I hated his mum, i was so innocent then, at 16, the witch made my life miserable, used to make him do all the house chores liek a bloody servant. Anyhow after 5 years of living in a house, i didnt want to i escaped, took divorce finally.
Now my pusuing my education, thank god i carried on even after my marriage but i feel alone now. Some cirsumstances, such as my not having a mother ad a father that is a drug addict add to my share of stress. It hurts me to see i have nobody around me for moral support, i never thought i would end up being so alone in my entuire life. I wish i had my mum or a older sister but i don't have these pure relations and at times when i look at other poeple around me who have these, i miss them so much.
I'm sure one day i'll be happy again, somewhere out there is someone for me who is looking for a girl whom he could share his ups and downs with and just submerge in one another.