Always Have Been, Always Will Be..

You have always been there for me..listened to my silly dreams, not once did you tell me to shut up ^^ you have been there to comfort me when i cry, you have been there to make me happy.. Me on the other hand, always looked down on you,didnt really care.. despite that you stood by my side. i know now why i didnt care i didnt want to feel that warm feeling of happiness so instead i threw you away.. everything was just a big lie.. i didnt mean all those things i said, that youre stupid i dont need you i dont care.. but deep down in my heart i did care.. the only friend that ever understood how i felt.

One day i tried to reach out for this friend.. i wanted to hold her hand and tell her that i care.. as i reached out for her hand.. my hand crashed into the mirror..
I guess I am all alone