Why Am I Alone...?

 I have job, home, car... but I am all alone.

When I ask some people, they say I should go to clubs and bar, but I dont trust people and girls there, because everyone's drunk and they forget me after few hours. 

I love music, Most of the time I hear music, watch some movies at home. I walk near a hudson river. 

Hmm.. I dont know. 

I dont know anyone feels the same. 

- Pursuit of happiness. 

stealme stealme
26-30
3 Responses Aug 4, 2009

Im never loved by any female in my eyes i feel like theres no for me ive been single my whole life and im 27 and i never been in a relationship like as today i meet this female and i got her number and she hasnt yet talked to me back and i text her about 7 hours ago and she hasnt text me either this is why i dont talk to any one im done with this crap sometime i feel like i should just kill myself so i dont have to deal with the pain of not bein loved i hate every female goin for the other guy and just kick me to the crub like im garbage ive tried so hard not having any feels for a female bc they also hurt me they never ever give me a chance they just dont care anymore about love they just care about money and i cant say that i have money to i go out to dinner alone to the movies alone at my house alone i do everything alone i guess im suppose to be alone for the rest of my life i just wish there was one female to love me

i feel all alone in a crowd at times. This feeling is getting the nest of me since a few months. i wanna get married again lol

Hmm yeah you are right. The girls I meet at the clubs, I dont really trust them. I am planning volunteer in some public service in New york. Hope the best.