Love Story

Get up i am telling u about the life..- she said
oh come on... its midnight...let me sleep - i request her.
No.... when i will not be with u remember me... and all this....listen... and God knows what she recite all the night... it is morning.... it melt slowly and gently.... she stood up from bed and screm...lets go for the walk....
Have u gone mad? - first u did not sleep me whole night... and then... go for walk.... no...
i saw her with lots of affection...
she comb her hair and knot with clucher... i find her very beautiful at that moment. I remember that piece of ghazal – KAUN SI BAAT HAI TUMME AISI, ITNE ACHCHE KYUN LAGATE HO….and sung….she smile sweetly and said – BAND KARO, KITNE BESURE HO. I said….i am questioning not singing…she put unreal anger on face and said come fast - she orderd and went outside... i don't have any options... i questioned myself - why i am so helpless before her... there is no answer, except this, i love her...
outside there is mild cold...sun peeks from east... i hold her hand and suddenly i go front of her, sit on knee and proposed - lets get married.
she laugh whole hearted- u r mad....seriously u r.
what happened? - i stare her with wonder...- what about laughing in this...
why marriage? - she asked
i feel insecure about u...- i answered
why?
i don't believe u, i am living in this dread that some day u 'll leave me...
now she is be serious...- yaa i can go any time...
thats why i want to marry u. - i disclosed
she smile - u think if we will get married then i could not leave u. nothing can stop me...-
she said with solidity.
then how can i tie u? - i asked her with some innocence
no, u can't...- she said.- i don't believe in to hook up in relations....
i want to live with freeodm... confinement ruin relations, I don’t want my relation to be like this.
There is raining....and she screams with happiness.
In next morning, again in my deep sleep, i want to hold her unconciously....she is not
there....suddenly i wake up with hassel and searching her madly....but i did not find her except a slip of bye.

amitaneerav amitaneerav
41-45, F
Dec 14, 2012