I Don't Feel "Almost 40"

But I look almost forty. Inside I feel like I am in my late teens early twenties, but I looked in the mirror yesterday and I look so tired, my skin is opaque and I see white hair wanted to show. My body says I need to try and accept my new sizes and stop wearing Band's t shirts. The problem? I don't want to! Do anybody feel like me? still trapped in the 80's?

ziwa ziwa
36-40, F
3 Responses May 3, 2009

I hear you. I look in the mirror and I know its me but I look tired and that spark (I don't know how to explain it) is not there anymore. I have been thinking about the 80's and my high school and college days a LOT lately.

LOL!!!! you made laugh!

LOL! Try being stuck in the 70's (50 yrs old). They make Halloween costumes for that decade, OUCH! But they will never take my tie-dye away from me ;)