I make friends surprisingly easily for someone who suffers such crippling anxiety and insecurities, but lately I have been in such a "low" that I have succeeded in pushing nearly every one of them away. I don't want to. I do it because I don't want them to see me like this. Even the ones who held on so tightly and vowed to stick around are finally just giving up, and I don't blame them.

SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
36-40, F
1 Response Mar 8, 2010

I think Ive done pretty much the same thing during times in my life, and so have my friends, and as cliche as this sounds ( and it will ) the ones who are there for you 100% will be there when everything settles down.<br />
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I always say, I love my friends, warts, gourds and all.<br />
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I know I must sound Pollyanna, but in 37 years, I have found this to be true. Not just my truth, but a universal truth.