Feeling so low and fed up again!! its like 1 step forward, 1 thousand steps back. I have no true friends, only my ex -girlfriend who is also my best friend. she was cheating on me, but says she loves me & has cut most contact with the other person, but she doesnt say she wants to be with me or make me feel wanted and loved. its all just complications and worries. Wish i had a friend who i could just have fun with and talk to, everyone who knows my situation has give up on me, and everyone who doesnt know doesnt understand me. arghhh!