Some days I get so frustrated....

I'm trapped inside my head, having these irrational thoughts, maybe black thoughts, maybe a little pschotic thoughts and I feel like i'm about to explode with frustration.

I walk into a room full of people and i scream at the top of my voice and no one can hear me...

I stomp around and i shout and cause a big scene and still no so much as bats an eye lid .........

Why am I even on this planet, what purpose do I have?

Angeleyes777 Angeleyes777
31-35, F
6 Responses Jul 6, 2009

Look at the sky. He smiles at you. Touch a tree. It won't run. A wind will blow and some leaves might fall on your cheeks. You have so much beauty around you. Just relax , get out from your house and walk. God will help you heal. Just try and make those walks when you feel that you are sad/lonely. And don't stop walking unless you see something beautiful which could be, near a river... you.<br />
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God bless you!

Pray to God and he will release you from your pain!<br />
Try just once please and you will see how released you will feel!<br />
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God bless you!

I believe most people have these thoughts but most would never admit it. <br />
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Our minds race through so many scenes and situations each day trying to sort things out.

when i go out im loud and very unapproachable also..its like a wall u put up jus so people dont let on 2 how u really r...<br />
i cant even imagine u lookin angry or people bein afraid 2 talk 2 u...i think crap in ur life that has happened hardens u also,wel 4 me it does xxx

Yes i know what you mean. I feel like an alien most of the time inside and to look at me you'd think i was the most confident person am always being told that.<br />
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First impressions and all that. People think because i look and dress good that i should act a certain way. Not in the least bit full of myself but i do try to look after the way i present myself.

That is something i have always been told, that i am really unaproachable at times and people have said that they are afraid to talk to me. Something i am very conscious of now. I try to be more friendly looking but its easier said than done.<br />
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Thank you for you comments.