So What

 "...You weren't there, you never were

You want it all, but that's not fair

I gave my life, I gave it all

You weren't there,you let me fall..."

So so what, I'm still a great person with a big heart. I hate to be Debbie Downer but sometimes holding it in hurts too much. I don't believe that blaming others helps anything, but sometimes getting mad helps you connect to your strength. 

This year I was without my partner and it hurts...but it has helped me understand the importance and the power of loving yourself...

Never depend on someone else to make you happy...it will hurts you and its not fair to them. Love yourself first so that you will be equipped to love others unconditonally