Never Last Enough

Every year on Valentine's Day, I've been alone.

All my relationships seem to start in the spring or the beggining of the summer and always end up before winter or in the fall. I never had a relantionship longer than 5 months. I always want them to work out but they never do. And like this I always end up lonely on my birthday, on holidays and V-Day. My hopes usually get ruined...

Every year on V-Day I feel miserable, lonely and envy on the ones who have someone to spend the day with. Sometimes I wish that day wouldn't exist. And I wonder what I did that my relationships don't last long enough. I never find the right guy?
whatsername whatsername
26-30, F
3 Responses Jul 12, 2007

Thanks for the supporting comments :D I really appreaciate them! Well I'm still hoping every year, even if what I'm hoping for never hapens. As you said, one day I'll have someone who is trully special. Hope FTW :D

Yeah, don't lose hope. You'll find someone soon :) Especially as you're such a wonderful person! Stay optimistic! =)

Even though it sucks to be alone on a holiday celebrating couples, I think that it is better to be alone than in a bad relationship. It's not worth sticking out something that just isn't working for a superficial reason. One day you'll have a valentine :-)