Wanted To Be Alone And Now I Dont

I hate how things work out. I wanted to be alone on Valentines day, I didnt want any gifts, I didnt want to hear "Happy Valentines day!". Then the day showed up and all I want is to be with my boys (Troy(Best friend), Newbie(dog) and Felix(cat)). And now I want gifts, hugs, kisses and cuddles. :(

On another note, i ended it with my ex Sean the other day and i had a really strange dream about him this morning so now im missing attention from him as well. He text me like 30 minutes ago and now all I want to hear is my ring tone over and over and over again just so I know that he still cares and wants to work things out even though its impossible to. this makes no sense cause i really dont want to be with him i just want the attention.

YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet
26-30, F
Feb 14, 2010