I am alone but I don't feel very much lonely at the moment. Matter of fact, I would rather be alone than be caught in mind-numbing social situation. I have lots of unpleasant pasts which I don't wanna unearth as much as possible because sometimes it hurts. Like in the movie said, "You dig up the past, all you get is dirt." Nevertheless, I think, sometimes being alone ain't a bad thing; hence, it's a beautiful melancholy.