Not Sure Where To Next

I am lonely and depressed. I'm not sure there are any answers to where I am at. I have a property settlement at the end of my 16 year relationship and I feel like my life is ending. I am not sure why I dedicated my life to my work. If it weren't for my lovely children, I wouIdn't go on. I know it's my attitude and something in my mind that lets me think this. I am devastated that my relationship is over and I don't know what to do with myself. I am paralysed with fear at living by myself. I don't know who to trust, I don't know who to ask for help. I am crying a lot most days. I try to be positive, I work hard, I help alot of people everyday. I know there are no guarantees in life. I know I have to pick myself up. Some of the time I feel like this is the end of the road.
morellocherry morellocherry
36-40, F
1 Response May 5, 2012

i totaly understand