Even tho I may look strong on the outside, my thoughts swirl around in my head and heart that feels like it rips my soul apart. I try not to show to much on my face when I feel like I am alone in the world. I am lucky to have people who are there for me but they really and truly don't know me like they think they do. My friends are to caught up in partying to spend time with me. Some friends I can talk to but am afraid of what they might think because i am not the type to easily open up. The only way I truly let myself open up is with my art and i'm sick of feeling alone. Am I the only one who has problems with opening up and showing emotion?