Last Few Days....

Over the last few days I have been having these urges that I can't control. I have been speaking to a guy that has made me realise that I want to have my very first **** deep inside me. Every time I think about I get the most amazing hard on. I don't want just any guy to **** me for the first time, but need someone that knows what they are doing and who will be gentle with me to start with! I'm rock hard now thinking about this guy with his **** deep inside me while I lick *** from a female's soaking wet *****!!! Ohhh OMG I need it soon or I will implode...!!!! I know I'm not gay as I can't get enough of my wife's wet ***** but god I want a **** and I want it NOW!!!