I Want To Get There

Hey everyone, ive written a couple of stories about my battles with aniexty, depression and depersonalization. It's still tough and then i have days like today were im going to fix it, and i know im on the wave now so ive got to roll with it. My last attempt at doing this i went a few months feeling happy and things like that, then i had a bit of a bump, well it wasnt a bit of a bump it was a massive bump. Well for some reason i feel like writting, i used to and that how i got to my good place last time. I dealt with alot of things, it was scary and liberating and not as bad as i thought. However my fear is that my fear is in layers and i took off the first one and now im on to something deeper i think about writting alot but i hold myself back because im scared of what i'll find inside of me. I know it wont be that bad, but the aniexty, depression and depersonalization hold me back. I know i've got to just hold my breath and dive into this. I knew when i decided to take on the project of me that i would be a hard battle i knew there would be set back and i knew there would be hard days and good days till the good days started to out weigh the bad ones. I know i can do it, i just have to believe in myself.

Thank you for reading- if anyone has any tips or suggestions on how they over came there person problems please let me know, im in the process of collecting data. Thank you again.