I used to definitely feel this way, and still do to an extent. It's hard, though, b/c sometimes I do really stupid things and I'm like "what the heck am I doing this for?" I think I try to be perfect- or at least my definition of it- and I have to sometimes accept that I'm not, and that I do dumb things sometimes. Overall, though, I think I take good care of myself, and that my life is going in the right direction... hopefully? LOL.