Help Me!

ive been with my bf for 2 years now and i think were madly in love,well i love him very much and couldnt imagine been without him. before i was with him i was with another guy for 2 years who was a complete ****, he was a very abusive man and we didnt always get along, he would flirt and practically chat other girls up in front of me and always wanted more. i have some serious trust issues and im trying to work on them but i keep feeling my bf is making a fool out of me. he gets on well with other girls and always flirts because it takes the pressure off been normal and boring around them. he says its only friendly and just to break the ice but he txts one girl nearly every day and sometimes quite late into the morning hours,but he doesnt know i know that. he says hed never hurt me and loves me alot but i wana beleive him but my head keeps telling me that hes gona hurt me,he doesnt care and theres so much better than me so why is he with me! i feel like this everyday and he knows about my ex and the way i feel about his flirting and i wana be ok with it but i cant and i dnt wana loose him so im stuck!!! i know deep down that he does love me and care but i feel everyone is out to get me and i just dnt wana be here anymore,how did my life get here and why me??? i feel so alone all the time and i wana talk to him about everything but dnt wana tell him i read his txts cus that gives him a nother reason to not wana be with me. i cant stop crying about all this plus more,i need help. please

tigger88 tigger88
22-25, F
2 Responses Feb 8, 2010

I'm sorry to hear that, but it seems as though you know something that he doesn't. you know about the texts to the other girl. maybe their just friends and maybe their not, but he should respect you and the way you feel about him. im sorry to say this but i think you need to prepare for the worst. im a guy and we do sneeky things when we think we can get away with them.

I'm sorry to hear that, but it seems as though you know something that he doesn't. you know about the texts to the other girl. maybe their just friends and maybe their not, but he should respect you and the way you feel about him. im sorry to say this but i think you need to prepare for the worst. im a guy and we do sneeky things when we think we can get away with them.