Pleeeeeease.... I Wanna Wake Up!

I guess that's nothing new to the other members in this group, but...

to always wake up tired
to go to bed tired
to be at work, tired
to have to focus hard while just being tired
to feel a fast-beating heart but still you're tired (so no coffee or energy drink could change anything except for fastening your heartbeat)
to procrastinate almost everything because you're always too tired to do it right away
to have to stand or go around all the time because when you sit or lay down you always think you gotta fall asleep (but you actually don't)
to forget how it feels like being motivated and AWAKE

Gawd I hate it so much....... Being tired ALL THE ******* TIME destroys everything... It's getting more and more difficult to enjoy life when you always have to force yourself to anything, even to things you used to ... love.
SystemOfSadists SystemOfSadists
22-25, M
1 Response Jun 11, 2011

I feel the same way. It's like I'm in a bubble/cloud.