I Try And I Get Nowhere

i try to be a good person, i try to make friends, i try to make things better but all that happens is nothing, or i make things worse. i just hate it how things work like that, especially when i put effort into something. for example when i try to make friends, i never really had that many friends but when i try to socialise i get nowhere because its because i might be boring, not interesting, i am wrong, or they just dont like me. its so annoying, why cant people just get along. and another example is fixing soemthing, i try to fix something and i just make it worse, like fixing a bathroom tap, or a toilet. sometimes i dont bother trying because despite the amount of effort i put into things, things just dont go my way.

jonnyronny jonnyronny
18-21, M
1 Response Feb 10, 2010

When I don't succeed at what I try to do, and I think I'm making reasonable efforts,<br />
I shift my paradigm.<br />
I try different methods or just let go those goals that I couldn't achieve. <br />
Surprisingly, I found that things would come to me if I let them go.<br />
May be it's because I stop making a conscious effort and stop criticizing my performance, which is the hindrance.