I'm Lost

I have used since i was 13 drinking, pills then i moved onto coke at 15 and thought i was in love finnally i was out of myself. I'd get coked out and use xanax to come down. Then i tried ecstacy and fell in love all over again. My boyfriend was murdered 5 years ago due to a bad drug deal. Lately I've been getting into heroin but I want it to stop. I'm in a program working steps with a sponsor but it's hard I really just want to get high somedays but I'm working through it, I'm 27 now

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1 Response Mar 9, 2009

you dont ever ever have to use again. Hang on, the miracle will happen if you just keep coming back and dont use no matter what. ok?