B. One Who Is Skeptical About The Existence Of God But Does Not Profess True Atheism.

Perhaps I hesitate only due to the fact that I am now fifty-three years old. I once believed so strongly and now all that makes sense is the big bang!. I feel a deep sense of loss and betrayal and at the same time regret. Regret that I lived all my life until now believing in a second chance, e.g., streets of gold and Heaven (eternity) and not really living to the fullest the life I am given. On the other hand I feel released. I realize what I have is the here and now. I'm fifty-three but I'll spend the rest of my days living to the fullest and leaving this world a better place in my wake. 
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May 19, 2012