I've been having a rough time this week. He's leaving for training for his deployment and when he told me I almost started crying. Kept it together tho, kinda had to had my kids around. But when I'm all alone and start thinking of him I start to cry. I'm typically a strong person and don't let my emotions show but for some reason with him I can't help it. I love this man more than anything!!!!!! I just want to get through his deployment so he can come home and we can start the next chapter in out lives together. We are both ready for the next step and what out future holds.
Ldylvlylcks2002 Ldylvlylcks2002
31-35, F
1 Response Aug 21, 2014

I'm exactly the same way! I am strong but when I've been broken down it takes so much to pick myself up. My airman leaves on the 9/22 and I have no clue how to take it. Just keep busy like people say which I know is a lot harder done than said! You can do this!! I promise you!!