My husband and I were together 2 months before he enlisted. Then a year later we got married but had I known two years later life would be like this I would have stayed his friend. He was my first so I guess I have high expectations or an unrealistic idea of a marriage/relationship. All of this loneliness makes me overwhelmed and I want out. I want to leave but in my mind who would want me now that I've had a child. If I do decide to throw in the towel I probably won't remarry and just live alone.
mrsTPC mrsTPC
22-25, F
1 Response Aug 19, 2014

No reason to feel like that. There are plenty of guys who aren't total douche bags. My wife had a 5 month old when we met and 11 years later I adopted him