Time Has Started To Stand Still....

Hi, my name is Ally, I'm 24, and my husband is in week 5 of basic training. I'm not going to lie, this whole situation sucks. We have two preschoolers, ages 3 and 4, and I am a sahm. I just found out before he left that I am pregnant with my third. I have had a hard time with this whole thing. I have lost a lot of weight from both the morning sickness and the flat out depression. It is like this house doesnt feel the same knowing that he's not here. I am trying to start getting things ready for graduation in a few weeks, but I  just cant find the energy to do it. I know what he is going through right now is a lot worse, but I am not sure how to write him positive things when I am feeling the way that I am, so I havent been really writing at all. I try to get out one or two letters every week, but I know that he needs more than that. He wants to know how the baby is doing, but I havent even been to the doctor yet (I am 15 weeks). I was hoping some of you might have gone through something similar and can help me cope. I'd appreciate any feed back....

Ally

MissingMike MissingMike
22-25, F
Mar 16, 2010