110 Days

Today is one of those days, where all I did was lay around. I had the thought well maybe if I had some beer I would get up and do some thing, then I thought yeah that something I am sure would be something i'd regret. I just cant help but think about downing an ice cold refreshing beer, then another, another, and another. It just seems like I am stuck in a rut, I know I still have so many more miles to go stratling this rut until I am finally in the clear. This road isnt easy that is for sure, but I dont want to take the easy way and hurt my family. So I stay on my road to recovery hard as it may be its the right path to follow.
BrownEyedGirl09 BrownEyedGirl09
26-30, F
4 Responses May 4, 2012

Yes I do, and a daily serenity book. I spent 30 days in rehab when I was 20, so I learned alot of good tools. Finally putting them to good use!!

Do you have a big book?

No meetings, ep is kinda where I come to vent. I live in the middle of no where so I really can't do the meetings. But persevere I do!!!

Well done girl - you keep goin' - are you getting to meetings?