I am an alcoholic, 53 drinking since 18, a supporting wife, and 19 year old son in college whom I love dearly. My has often commented that she was my second wife and beer my first. I finally realize this is true. Eventualy I know I will have to devorse one of them so I began preceedings two days ago at an aa meeting and today I am two days sober. I am certain with my famly's support and those at aa I can conquer my awful affliction.